We couldn't even wait to grow up.

I remember in primary school, seeing high school kids and wishing I was older.

Wishing I'd grow up faster.

I had no idea.

I wish we never had to grow up.

We could stay little forever.

Never have any regrets, and the most difficult decision on our mind was whether to paint or play in the sandpit.

When we fought with our friends over Barbies and toy cars,

When we didn't understand.

When I was little, and I made a wish, I'd wish to be older.

Now I just wish for simplicity.

The only reason I wouldn't wish to be little again, is because I know I'd just have to do it all again eventually.

Christmas.

Tomorrow is Christmas,
All I want is you.

You to be here with me..

We could laugh about stupid stuff,

Watch movies,

And fall asleep together.

Just to be together.

I hate December,

It's the worst month for me.

This year, I can't even bring myself to get excited one bit.

I hate it.

Maybe tomorrow will be different,

Merry Christmas Everyone.

Xoxo.

In the end, it doesn't even matter.

After New Years,

I intend to live my life to the fullest. I intend to be myself and not care what anyone else thinks.

I intend on not caring as much about little things. About everyone.

I'm concentrating on the things that matter.

And the people that have always been there.

After New Years,

I intend on changing and being a better person. I intend on getting better grades.

Because yeah, friends and socializing matters, of course.

But I'm not even taking notice of the bitchiness anymore, it's not worth my time.

In the end, it doesn't even matter.

When I was a little kid, I remember being afraid of getting old because I was scared of dying.

Now that I'm older, I understand that you don't have to be old to die.

Good people die young.

I don't know when I'll die so there is no use worrying about things that don't even matter.

Choose B.

I know adults might say, "Oh you're just a teenager, wait till you get out in the real world.. Blah blah."

Yes mother, the read world may be difficult. But I'm sure that 20 years ago when you were at school, there was not anywhere near as many bitches. Or, there was the same amount, only now their bitchiness has been fueled by the internet, and other evil weapons.

It's hard. Always.

But answer me this,

Would you rather..

A) Go through your teenage years upset, holding grudges, hating people, bitching about people, crying over your broken heart and your lost friendships.

B) Go through your teenage years with a smile on your face, being honest, being yourself, holding your head up high, telling bitchy sluts to fuck off and get a life, and concentrate on your friendships that actually matter.

Choose one.

Choose B.

The Past Week..

The past week has just been amazing,

I haven't been able to stop smiling.

In the past week I've met alot of new people..

I've realized that so much can change in a week.

My boyfriend, Bam McFarlane has managed to keep a smile on my face.

I've literally stopped caring about the little things.

Cause in the past week, so much has happened that I just don't care.

He makes me happy.

So I don't care what anyone else thinks.

My bestfriend, Tara Roberts has been there for everything.

I spent pretty much the past week with her just living at her house.

Haha, I missed her after not seeing her for a whole week.

Bring on 2011, I'm ready.

I've got my bestfriend, and an amazing guy.

+ I'm looking forward to Good Charlotte in April 2011 with Jake, Brooke, Tara and others.

One last thing,

Brooke - Thank-you. In the past week you helped with alot. That talk we had, and everything else. I appreciate it, really. xo.

all we needed.

sitting in my own world,

i was screaming for advice.
living in this dark place,
all i needed was your time.

looking at the pictures of how we used to be,

wondering if it'd ever get back to just you and me..

cause then you turned, you walked away,

it's funny how you dream..

then someone comes and turns it all to grey,

i think,

all that we needed was a little headstart,
a little jump forward just to reach the mark,
running after you was all i did,
cause it was all we needed.

sitting on the front porch, living out this lie,

thinking good could come from it if you came by,

maybe it's just to late but i think..

that it was all we needed.

then thinking i could never be the same,

the stars come out and it slowly begins to rain,

maybe you should try to find what we're missing out on here,

because without you, i'm just living in fear.

all that we needed was a little headstart,

a little jump forward just to reach the mark,

running after you was all i did,

cause it was all we needed.

sitting on the front porch, living out this lie,

thinking good could come from it if you came by,

maybe it's just to late but i think..

that it was all we needed.

how does it feel?

how do you try?

to carry on with every lie..

how do you sleep?

how don't you cry?

when you didn't even say good-bye.

but now it's all impossible, i'm standing at your door,

wishing you would comprehend that what i needed is much more,

all that we needed was a little headstart,

a little jump forward just to reach the mark,

running after you was all i did..

yeah yeah,

all that we needed was a little headstart,

a little jump forward just to reach that mark,

running after you was all i did,

sitting on the front porch, living out this lie,

thinking good could come from it if you came by,

maybe it's just to late but i think..

that it was all we needed.

cause it was all we needed.

oh, yeah.. it was all we needed.

a life without pain is a life without hope.

if i could make a time machine, i'd go back to that day where it all went wrong.

i'd change alot, and things would be different.

instead of dreaming that i could go back and change things,

i could actually do it.

i'd have no regrets, nothing bad would've happened.

it'd all be perfect.

but then what would happen if everything was perfect?

if no-one died? the world would be over-populated and chaotic.

if we didn't have mistakes? well we would never learn from them.

maybe we're already living in a perfect world,

yes, we lose people we love.

yes, we make mistakes,

yes, there are tears and broken hearts,

but if there weren't, the world wouldn't carry on.

we would be too innocent because we would have lived a perfect life.

maybe everything bad that has happened, happened for a reason.

because now i've dealt with losing a best friend,

i've overcome other things that make me stronger.

"a life without pain is a life without hope.."

resolutions.

so far my new years resolutions are taking up more then 3 pages in my notebook..

& i'm still adding to them ;)

+ buy a new guitar.

+ write songs.

+ treat my mother better....

+ exercise!

+ eat more fruit and drink more water.

+ become a full on vegetarian.

+ fix my printer or buy a new one.

+ buy an SLR camera.

+ enter some photos in magazines.

+ get more into photography.

+ spend less money on shit.

+ concentrate more at school.

+ get better grades.

+ spend less then 1hour each day on the computer...

+ get a job.

butterflies.

your stomach does cartwheels, and your heart pounds.

comparable to that of the sensation felt on a drop from a significant height (like on a rollercoaster).

the nervous, anxious knots you get in your stomach when you talk with, think about, or are in the presence of the person you love, or like very, very much.

"Its not fair that that stupid asshole gives me butterflies."

that girl.

beautiful in every way,

she'd smile over the tears and hide the fact that inside she was broken,

even if she had had the worst day, she'd do whatever it took to make me happy,

and everyone else around her.

at night, go outside and look up;

she's the brightest star in the sky.

she's making sure we're all carrying on.

losing a bestfriend is like nothing you could ever feel.

your bestfriend is someone you have so much in common with,

you do everything together,

you tell each other secrets,

you go to the movies, go shopping,

talk about cute boys.

everything.

when all that's gone, it's like an emptiness.

for months i felt the emptiness.

and i suppose i still do.

it's just this piece of your heart that has been taken away,

and you'll never get it back.

it'll make it hard to breathe sometimes,

and difficult to feel like you should be here.

the weeks went by and i felt done,

months passed and it was an emptiness,

a year passed and the memories were all there glued in my mind.

two years have gone and it still feels like yesterday.

"why is it that it seems the best, get taken from this dream i guess heaven couldn't wait a second more... so cherish every moment you spend with your loved ones, you never know when it's their time to go.."

catch up.

day 29.
- in this past month, what have you learned?

nothing is guaranteed and you can never be certain.
a promise may mean nothing or everything.

friends will come and go.
people will hurt you, walk all over you.

not everything is as it seems.
and not everyone are as they seem,

you may think some people are 'too high in the social ladder' to care about anyone else,

but things have happened to make me realize they actually do care.

day 30.

- who are you?

i'm a fifteen year old messed up teenager who has no idea what she's doing here,

i go to albury high school, soon it'll be year ten.

i don't trust people as easily as i used to because they all have seemed to either left or hurt me.

to escape from the drama of everything i write songs,

i play guitar and ukulele and sing.

i write. stories, notes, songs, poems, scribbles of words.

anything.

i'm one of those people who have been through alot of shit,

but still tries to keep a smile.

i'm not like you, and i probably don't like you at all.

you're all the same.

i don't like that.

i'm tori renee weilandt,

fuck the last name because it means shit all.

:)

Day 28.

a picture of you last year and this year. and how you have changed since then?

okay, so these photos will also show my best friend and how she's changed i suppose :)

+ new years, 2010.+

+ september, 2010. +

well, not exactly a year, but close enough :)

in appearance, i've changed my hair from that gross blonde looking piece of shit,

to dark hair.. plus i got a fringe.

& my nose pierced :)

my personality has changed a shitload too.

i've become happier with a lot of things, and i've changed in good ways,

i've learned to accept that no one is perfect and life goes on.

although thinking about that new years when the photo was taken,

i think i was alot happier then.

things have changed, people have changed.

in saying that; looking at both of these photos, i'm glad to say that i still have my bestfriend.

without her, god knows where i'd be.

love you tiggerbug, <3.

december holidays, (:

hello there holidays, (:

going to adelaide next week then on holidays, not long til christmas, better yet; new years.

i've made some new years resolutions.

& i'm going to make them happen.

i'm counting on 2011 to make up for 2010's complete fail.

I WANT RED HAIR.

Day 27.

why did you start this 30 day challenge?

it gives me something to do when i can't think of something to write about.

it's challenging and fun,

and makes me think..

now that it's almost over i think i'll have to find another similar challenge to do (:

peace out young readers.

xx.

falling, falling, fallen, fell.

rest in peace, lance.

i'm sorry i couldn't save you baby.

xo.

Day 26.

what you think about your friends.

the happiness and good times/ memories i have with them are never ending.

i can't imagine a life without friends.

scratch that.

i can; it'd be dark and disturbing.. lonely and worthless.

it'd be nothing.

true friends and acquaintances'

girl friends and guy friends'

without friends, who would you share your secrets with?

without friends, who would be there to make you smile when you're sad?

without friends, who would you tell about the cute boy in your english class?

"a circle is round and has no end,

that's how long i want to be your friend."

Day 25.

what i would find in your bag.

alrightys, this should be interesting.

i'm just going to empty it and list the contents.

school bag -

laptop.

glasses.

blue pen.

notebook.

a worksheet for volume formulae.

a list of what we need to take to adelaide.

a sheet for illustrator and portrait design (photography).

black pen.

usb.

wallet.

camera.

a red pencil and a blue pencil.

handbag -

sunnies.

$2.45.

a bangle.

a photo.

some bobby pins.

a black pen.

notebook.

camera.

a book, 'hourglass.'

pink nail polish.

tampons.

a pezz dispenser.

tissues.

a headband.

lance.

so my mother comes into my room to tell me my cat attacked a mouse.
she said it was on the door step dying slowly.


i went outside and realized it was actually a baby bird.
i got him and took him inside and made him a little bed.

for the past few hours i've been feeding him with an eye dropper every 15mins.

i had to crush some fruit and worms for him to eat.
it was disgusting, haha.

but at the moment he is sleeping, he's so gorgeous.

his neck is scratched and his left leg is broken, but i'm eager to save him :)
i'll keep you updated on how we go.

only girl in the world.

all we ever wanted was to have someone that makes us feel important,

makes us feel like we're worth something.

someone who gives us butterflies and uncontrollable smiles 24/7.

someone who just makes us feel loved.

Day 24.

a letter to your parents.

to my darling mother dearest;

thankyou for always being there..

for the past fifteen years, through all my temper tantrums,

through all the bitchiness,

all the tears and all the fights.

thankyou for picking my side even when i was wrong,

thankyou for helping me learn.

thankyou for being perfect,

thankyou for being my mum.

i love you so much, and although i may not show it at times,

you are the best mummy i could wish for.

<3.

Day 23.

something you crave for alot.

i suppose i crave for attention,

i'm not the type that will make up shit for attention,

but i will worry, that in a second everyone i know and love will be gone.

it's a fear, i suppose.

i've lost too many people and i worry every day that i'll lose more.

i crave the feeling that i'm wanted,

and i'd say i crave smiles.

as strange as it sounds, as soon as i see someone smile,

whether it's because of me or because of something different;

it makes me happy.

in saying that, if someone is upset it ruins my mood.

totally just wrecks it.

i can't stand people being upset.

oh, just for a food craving, i'll say pickles.

i. love. pickles.

(:

_______________________________________________

sooo.. today was actually rather lovely,

i sat with some lovely people,

on some lovely grass,

in the lovely sunshine.

after school i went shopping for adelaide,

which by the way is in 5 days!!

very excited (:

after some shopping i went to yoga with jillian,

i feel so calm and nice.

i feel like hugging everyone (:

it's been a good day, but well tomorrow is wednesday,

P.E + assembly = unhappy tori.

oh wells, i'll survive.

Day 22.

what makes you different from everyone else.

i'm just different.

i want red hair.

i have certain things i believe in and i stand up for them.

i'll stick up for my friends but not for myself.

i'll laugh my loudest when there is the softest silence.

i've been through alot, but that has made me the person i am today.

i've lost friends, close friends, best friends.

through fights, and death.

whenever it's 11.11 or i see a shooting star,

if i can't think of something i really want to wish for,

i'll wish for world peace.

i want a pet alpaca?

i want to be an amazing photographer.

i want to be freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. (:

Day 20 & 21.

day 20 -

someone you see yourself marrying/being with, in the future.

- ah, dunno.

we'll see what happens.

day 21 -

a picture of something that makes you happy.

-

i love this photo, it's just two people smiling and laughing together.

it's cute. (:

Day 19.

nicknames you have; why do you have them?

torz, torza, - some people seem to think it's shorter or simpler..

asian - when i'm angry i make a face that seems to portray an asian.

torso - the name jillian gave me one time..

oh god, i can't even think, there's so many i've been called..

well that'll do i suppose.

:)

Day 18.

plans/dreams/goals you have.

plans ~

- i plan to finish year 10 at albury high school, then attend albury tafe for a year or two.

- to do an extensive photography course and beauty course.

- take a trip to nimbin, paris, wolf creek and vietnam.

dreams ~

- i dream of having my own photography business, taking family photos and photos of kids but also creative photos and maybe even some modelling shoots if i get that far.

- if i got everything i dreamt for, i'd be taking photos of the stars and doing their hair and make-up. hmm we'll see (:

goals ~

- stress less!

- be more hippie orientated, help the planet, save the animals.. etc.

- to put a smile on at least three people's face every day.

- be successful.

- follow my dreams.

Day 17.

if you could be anyone for a day, who would it be and why?

-julia stone.

her and her brother, angus, have a successful music career.

she's a singer, & songwriter.

she plays beautiful acoustics.

she's so happy and smiley.

she takes the world as it comes.

she's at peace with everything and everyone.

she's a bit of a hippie but i admire her for that.

really, she's amazing.

she's gorgeous.

this lovely, horrible rollercoaster ride.

____

it's all a rollercoaster ride.

this world, the people, the actions.

you, me.

couldn't it be simple? one thing, simple, please?

no chance.

it couldn't just be me, and some people who care about me,

smiling all the time. enjoying every second.

no chance.

we couldn't follow our dreams and be what we wanted?

no chance.

why was sadness ever invented? really?

no one wants it, everyone wants it gone, it's not welcome.

it seems these days, that every day is a struggle.

something happens. one thing, one person,

knows how to wreck a perfect day.

it's always gonna be hard, just keep that smile on your face and take on the world as if it were as simple as drinking water.

"don't be sad, you never know who was falling in love with your smile.."

Day 16.

another picture of yourself.

- i don't even look like this anymore.

i have a fringe, and i just look different. but i hate every photo of me, so this will do.

_____________________________________

so, just got home from yoga with jillian,

the hot guy wasn't there, i think she was genuinely disappointed.

we were so tired after today, walking everywhere, swimming, walking some more,

shopping, waaaaaaaaaaaaaalking, then yoga.

i could seriously pass out right now. but it was a great day.

:)

Day 15.

put your ipod on shuffle, write down the first 10 songs that play.

1) let this go - paramore.

2) jesse's girl - rick springfield.

3) my life would suck without you radio mix - former fat boys/kelly clarkson.

4) hold on with my open hands - william fitzsimmons.

5) heartless - kanye west.

6) you've changed - sia.

7) i'm yours - jason mraz.

8) can't stand it - never shout never.

9) guardian angel - the red jumpsuit apparatus.

10) that girl - plain white t's.

Day 14.

a picture of you and your family.

with the brother; avery.

with the mother; sharelle.

they're my everythings. <3.

you're that bored, and you wonder if ants ever get depression..

have you ever looked at the little things and wondered?

really wondered.

wondered how candles melt and soft drink bubbles.

obviously there is a scientific explanation to it all, but no one notices these things.

ever wondered how many trees were cut down for all your photos, posters and books in your room?

how much money all your possessions would make if you sold each and every one?

ever just got that bored, that you notice every little detail?

ever wondered if a little ant on the sidewalk has relationship issues?

whether they have problems, not enough food.. too many children, etc.

i feel bad every time i squish an ant now.

as i've become so bored, i'd imagined the life of an ant,

all those deaths..

their poor families.

i think i care too much about ants.

i think i care to much about all these little things.

Day 13.

a letter to someone who has hurt you recently.

okay, well this is to someone who didn't hurt me recently.

but has hurt me.

~

Dear ________,

I'll never forgive you, and I honestly never ever want to see you again.

I say this with no doubt; "I regret ever meeting you.."

If i could go back to the day I met you,

I would walk away.

So much would be different.

I'd be different.

You changed me, and not for the better.

I hate you for that.

I hate the way you made me feel,

I hate the things you did.

Those choices you made.

You'll never know how much of an impact you made on my life.

You'll never realize the damage you caused.

You'll never know.

To acknowledge your existence hurts me.

I hope you change one day, for the better.

I hope that one day the realization of your decisions haunts you.

Good-bye.

Sincerely, Tori.

"I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well.."

- Kelly Clarkson.

Day 12.

how you found out about blogging and why you made a blog.

well i used to have a tumblr.com account, but it was more re-blogging.
re-blogging others' photos and quotes that i liked.
it wasn't original.
it wasn't mine.

i found out about blog spot through nikitta, (http://nikitta-jayne.blogspot.com/)
and then she just explained to me how to make one,
and how it works.

i like blogging because i can write whats on my mind.
and well, it just gives me something to do.

i made one because it seemed interesting, and i enjoy writing.

Day 11.

another photo of you and your friends.



haha good memories behind this photo.
"quick set the camera on timer"
"i don't think the timer is on"
- braeden runs up to turn it on -
"no it's on, it's on! get back here! hurry"
- braeden faceplants -

:)

put pen to paper.

let's try something.

put pen to paper,
write down all your troubles.
everything you hate.
everything upsetting.
all the people who annoy the complete fuck out of you.
write it all down.
- chuck it in a fire and watch it burn.



put pen to paper,
write down all your smiles.
everything you love.
everything that makes you happy.
all the people who make every day worth it.
write it all down.
- pin it somewhere you can see it.



put pen to paper,
write down your goals for 2011.
everything you want to achieve.
everything that you need.
make it happen.
write it all down.
- pin it somewhere you can see it.


forget the bad things. remember the good things. create memories.

you can do this.

Day 10.

songs you listen to when you are happy, sad, bored, hyped, mad.





when i'm happy i generally play music, rather then listen to it.
if i'm listening to some, it'll be music i want to learn myself.
so mostly indie rock music,
stuff like angus and julia stone, nada surf, william fitzsimmons, taylor swift.

when i'm sad, it's usually soft music, love songs.
laura marling, tyler hilton, kelly clarkson.

when i'm bored, it's a bunch of whatever my itunes throws at me.
a bit of everything. i just put itunes on shuffle.

when i'm hyped, it's the good stuff, the bands.
paramore, muse, ok go, nirvana, the offspring, plain white t's.
sometimes evolves into dancing too.

when i'm mad, i listen to songs that make me think,
meaningful ones.
and a bit of rock too. paramore mostly.

my first camera.

for my 6th birthday, i opened my present from my mother,
to find this brick-looking object that took pictures.
my first camera.
it had a roll of film and a lanyard sort of string to carry it around my neck.
i put love heart stickers on it and took it everywhere.

that was when i fell in love with taking photos.
back then, of course the photos were mostly of grass and flowers.
i took a lot of photos of my pet bunny rabbits, most of them were blurry and terrible.
but i loved it.

for my 10th birthday, my mother bought me my first basic digital camera.
now the photos could go on the computer.
i was amazed.

i took it to Queensland and took some photos of dolphins.

years passed and as i started high school, i couldn't stop.
i took two photography classes in school and still love it.

i have 3 cameras now that i use.
and plan to buy a 4th shortly.

i'm not sure what it is i love about photography.
maybe it's that a photo can capture a moment.
sometimes it can capture the simple things that no one ever notices.

it makes things so beautiful.
unimaginable.

the colors, the smiles, the memories.
all of it.
it's just amazing.

i hope to go on to take wonderful photos of this world,
as i get older and more experienced,
but i'll never forget my first camera.

the day i stop taking photos, will be the day i die.

Day 09.

something i'm proud of in the past few days.




i've started to let go.
i'm beginning to stop caring about you, you and you because you're not worth it.

but i'm also starting to trust and care about you and you because you ARE worth it.
i've started to believe again.
to trust again.

i know that i'll never be the same.
after having my trust broken in the past,
but i'm getting there.

i'm starting to trust someone in particular.
i think it's the right choice.

after all, he makes me smile.
he most likely won't read this,
but if he does..
he should know that he's already making an impact on my life.

i'm proud that i'm trusting people again,
i'm proud that i'm changing.

"This Is For You, You're The Reason I Wrote This
You're The Reason I Stand In The Rain And Get My Clothes Wet
Oh It's Just Another Taste From The Bottle
Oh It's Bliss N Eso's Page From The Novel"

sometimes things fall apart so others can fall into place.

sometimes, the decisions we made seem like they were for the worst,
when actually they are for the better.
you decide something, it's for the best.
always.

whether it seems like it or not.
new things fall into place when others fall apart.

to be honest, everything is so confusing at the moment,
it's like i'm always falling further and further,
no matter how hard i try.

but then something comes along that makes everything seem worth it.
something that makes me smile.

even if only for a moment.
i find it hard to smile these days,
and i really want to.

when everything goes bad, i think of that one good moment.
where i can smile knowing it's not fake or forced.

thank-you for that.

Day 08.

short term goals for this month and why.




- to smile more.
- to achieve happiness.
- to care less.
- to worry less.
- to get a job.
- to wave and smile at strangers.
- to enjoy adelaide.
- to make a new friend or two.
- to compliment more people.
- to give to the less fortunate.
- to donate money to a charity.
- to help others.
- to finish this 30 day challenge.

xoxo.

Day 07.

a picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you.



well, not this guy in particular exactly.
but just that i've noticed that people seem to manage with very little,
or nothing.

they seem to get by everyday anyway,
they may not have possessions or even friends..
but they still live.

and here i am upset over things, that they've probably been through a million times.
makes you re-think.

it's people like this, that make an impact on my life.
they make me thank-full.
things may not be perfect, they most likely won't ever be.

but i have all i need.

Day 06.

favourite superhero and why.

batman.



well because batman has always been my favourite superhero,
ever since i was little.
when my brother got a batman suit, i stole it and never gave it back.
i had batman figurine shelf and i loved the batman and robin cartoons.

temporarily, my facination with batman was replaced with buzz lightyear..
but i soon learned batman was best.

he's just cool, i mean he's half bat?
(:

ily batman.
xx.

Day 05.

a picture of somewhere i've been.



sorrento.
while everyone else was at outward bound, i went to sorrento.
it was the most peaceful place i've ever been to.
and i loved it.

when i'm older, i'll definitely be taking my friends there,
for a fun road trip.

the best memories.

Day 04.

a habit you wish you didnt have.

well, to be honest there are a few i wish i didn't have.

- having a messy room,
- cutting my hair almost every second day,
- falling in love,
- making mistakes,
- texting too much,
- biting my nails.

among others of course.
thats all i can think of for now, the main things.

Day 03.

a picture of you and your friends.

Day 02.

the meaning behind your blog name.

- well, when i made my blog i was trying to think of something simple, but interesting,
something that suited me and my personality, and how i was feeling at the time.
"the simple things" seemed suitable.

i need to focus on the simple things, and not all the bad things that keep getting to me, i need to write about the simple things.

because the simple things are the ones that matter.

Day 01.

a recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself.



1 - i'm fifteen,
2 - i love to dance,
3 - i was in the circus for five years,
4 - favourite colour is blue,
5 - i'm far from perfect,
6 - i've lived in wodonga all my life,
7 - i still make daisy chains,
8 - i love my ukulele,
9 - i'm single,
10 - i hate school,
11 - i want red hair,
12 - can't wait til next year,
13 - i have a bird, who talks,
14 - i want a fish named cocaine,
15 - music is everything.

30 day challenge.

so for 30 days i'm going to be doing this challenge..
it seems interesting and it will give me something to do.
enjoy dudes.
peace. xo.

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your blog name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about blogging and why you made a blog.
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

make it count.

whoa big week, a lot has gone on.
it's got me thinking, life is short.
people don't stay together forever.
friends leave, new people come into your life.
things happen. shit happens.

suppose it's just part of life.
it's been one of those weeks where i've just wanted to say;
"fuck this, i'm out."

truth is, i don't think anyone really knows what they're doing.
if someone knew the secret to getting through life without scars,
they would've wrote some amazing book and got famous by now.

life; no one gets out alive anyway.

the wrong decisions will lead you to something even better.
the regrets are there because you learnt from them.

you'll learn who your true friends are.
the ones who have always been there and the ones who never will.

breathe in the sunshine and have fun. nothing lasts forever.
live your life like you'll die tomorrow.
live like today is your last.

make it count.

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