a life without pain is a life without hope.

if i could make a time machine, i'd go back to that day where it all went wrong.

i'd change alot, and things would be different.

instead of dreaming that i could go back and change things,

i could actually do it.

i'd have no regrets, nothing bad would've happened.

it'd all be perfect.

but then what would happen if everything was perfect?

if no-one died? the world would be over-populated and chaotic.

if we didn't have mistakes? well we would never learn from them.

maybe we're already living in a perfect world,

yes, we lose people we love.

yes, we make mistakes,

yes, there are tears and broken hearts,

but if there weren't, the world wouldn't carry on.

we would be too innocent because we would have lived a perfect life.

maybe everything bad that has happened, happened for a reason.

because now i've dealt with losing a best friend,

i've overcome other things that make me stronger.

"a life without pain is a life without hope.."