closure.

i have been going about this the wrong way,
i have been trying to forget you,
to forget what happened, to forget every memory of you i have..

when instead i should be remembering you for the amazing person you were,
i should be valuing the friendship we had and the good times we shared,
i should remember your smile and the silly things you said..

because if i remember the good things,
then when i hear your name i don't feel sad,
i just smile at those good memories..

and i have closure, knowing that one day,
near or far,
i will see your smiling face again,
those gorgeous eyes.

and i have closure, knowing you..
being a part of your life, even if it was a short one.

fact is i love you.
i miss you.
i'll see you again.

<3